For the past year and a half I have been inundated with the glitzy and fleeting feelings of attraction, hope, love, and ultimately, despair with two different dudes.  Coupled with the death of my father three years ago, I am having a hard time maintaining focus on being happy.  I just want to be happy.  Without the help of pharmaceuticals.

Today I start a 20 week vice-free journey of diet and excercise.  My goal is to lose 30-40 pounds, and generally just change my daily habits.  My FitBit and my legs are to be my new best friends.  Along with lettuce. And some sort of easily prepaired protein. Maybe eggs.  I expect my boob size to decrease dramatically and my face to be more sculpted and my upper arms to be less grapefruit sized. We shall see.

Perhaps, I’ll keep myself in check with this blog, perhaps I won’t.  We’ll see.  Anyways.